And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. Anonymous questioned: What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.